im finally in cebu! gawd, missed this place. missed my cousins. my friends. everything! im spending the holidays here and im excited. simbang gabi na this sat! yay! yay!

what happened to me buh? well someone messaged me sa friendster. she's pissed. i dunno y. her user name's "beatriz elizalde" which ofcourse isnt even familiar to me. i dont even recognize her. anyway here's the message.

beatriz elizalde wrote:

"dawn u are such a hypocrite. i hate that. kapal mo tlaga. nku, buti nga things didnt work out with u both. ex ko nga sya pero he deserves better than a lowlyf like u. i cant believe u did what u did. are u happy bah? well i hope u at least feel a slight bit of shame sa ginawa mo."

so the bottom line is, she hates me kase pinatulan ko yung ex niya. who the he'' is her ex anyway? ayun, i replied. i kinda hesitated at first kasi nga di ko siya kilala. but i still did. i told her baka ibang dawn ang ibig niyang sabihin. then she replied:

"dawn hugo dba? from dlsu?"

wtf! i know all my ex's for heaven's sake! none of them knows the girl. but i had one hint. pero i gave him the benefit of the doubt pa rin. so yun na, maia, who happens to be one of my ex's girlfriend helped me in a way. she said he bf doesnt know her. she searched the net and voilah! she found the exact pic in myspace and found out that the girl isnt really beatriz elizalde. sa we drew a conclusion, its either the girl made an account just to message me. an account na hindi kami konektado in a way. or she used another account. but id stick to the first one. i texted one of the guys who got linked to me and told him i kinda think the message involved him. and guess what naman, di siya nagreply. so inisip ko na he might be thinking of the same thing! rar!

gusto ko na manahimik utang na loob!

wish ko lang sumaya kayo sa pasko!

rrrr... GOD LOVES YOU. yun lang!

to the girl:
you do not know me dear. im not a hypocrite nor am i makapal. lalo namang hindi ako "lowlife" or whatever it is you think of me. sayo na siya! buong buo! and yeah, masaya ako. coz wala naman akong ginawa sa'yo. i know who i am. DO NOT JUDGE ANYONE ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVENT EVEN MET THE PERSON YET!"
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