hayy been a long time... im back, im definitely back here in manila. in less thank 2 months, the term will be over and ill be graduating. yehey! but as of the moment, im doing my ojt at HERO TV sa ABS-CBN. its fun, its tiring, dragging but its pretty useful for me because im actually trained to do staff work. hehe then, i have my literature elective subject which is "Rowling" meaning were studying Harry Potter. im not a fan, but im beginning to love it. its really interesting especially when u get to watch the movie. im excited for the 5th movie.. hehe ive 3 more subjects left plus ojt.. and hopefully i get through all these subjects para i can graduate na! shux! i need to work na talaga.. anyhoos, i hafta go, i dunno what to say anymore. hehe ciao ciao!

i am beginning to get a lil frustrated with all my singing stuff... hehe with all the lessons i took, nothin's really happening..

so.. i took voice lessons in center for pop, the best ever...

for my first level, i sang "for you i will" for my first ever practicum performance in diplomat hotel... then sang "end of the line" for my recital... and fast songs pa pala..

then came second level... i sang hmmm, i actually dont remember... what i do remember is, for the first time in my so-called singing career, i sang a "i dont wanna miss a thing" regine's version.. which was very high by the way... haha

3rd level... which i haven't really finished.. i sang "foolish heart" by nina, and 2 other songs which i no longer remember.. and no one was there to watch me...

then i had "guestings" kuno... in cpmp recitals, where i got to sing "never too far" by mariah carey... then mall shows, where i sang songs like, "forever's not enough", "on the wings of love", and what else? ugh i don't remember... i wish i still can, para i can make a portfolio for myself lang naman. haha

frustrations.. frustrations...

did i tell u, im back? here in cebu?


like, u care dba? haha okay, so im back. taking a break... we're finally done with thesis, and the defense. yehey! the grade was good. the defense was fun, and funny too. coz the panelists were crazy. not bad, crazy ah. good, crazy! haha we went out... and start pa lang of the vacation, had a piece of my mom's "yawyaw" dayun! haha but it was cool, i deserved it naman. laagan man gud! nyehehe...


cant wait to hit the beach! and to party! yahoo! :p

im currently in The Medical City, in Ericka's (my thesis partner) lola's room. She's been here for weeks now because of a mild stroke. why in here? we're actually doing our thesis. we are almost done, but just have some revisions to do. hay! we met with our thesis mentor yesterday at 2. but before that i had to submit my sister's requirements for enrollment in la salle. i arrived there at exactly 1pm, waited and finished at 2pm exactly. the lady in the admission's office was like, so chikadora. while all the parents were waiting, she was busy making chika when all she had to give were a few pieces of paper, nothing really big. rrrr..

i slept at 3:30 am this morning and woke up at 5am to got to school real early. i had to adjust my schedule for next term. while we were in line, waiting for our turn in the academic assistant's office, my eyes were falling. i was really drop dead sleepy and if i could ask for one thing right now, that would probably be .. sleep! haha

yesterday, my cousin from California arrived and well, there was really nothing much that happened. one thing's pretty obvious though, she gained so much you-know-what-i-mean. haha haven't really seen here for like, decades (okay, im exaggerating). im just happy to see her :)

and tomorrow, we're off to batangas for an outing! yipee. im excited!

*holy week*


its holy week. classes are one by one, ending. profs are staring to give their final projects and coverage for their exams. hay! but what i don;t really like is, spending holy week here. ive always spent holy week in cebu, with my fanily, my cousins despite the faact that i study here. its kinda boring and im broke! hay!

i wanna go home! :(

weeee.... share.. share... share... my philo exam is over *sigh of relief* and guess what? i passed, i actually passed the subject! waaaah would you believe? i never passed any of her bonus papers, i never participated in her recitation, my absences! shux! hahaha i passed!

ms. leslie is such a great prof. whew! she's my philo prof anyway and probably the reason why i never hated the subject even if i was on the verge of failing. she's just too nice, and very, oh so adorable. and ill miss her, definitely! :(

weeee.... share.. share... share... my philo exam is over *sigh of relief* and guess what? i passed, i actually passed the subject! waaaah would you believe? i never passed any of her bonus papers, i never participated in her recitation, my absences! shux! hahaha i passed!

hay, ive got a lotta things to do. school's about to finish and we still have thesis, final exams, bonus papers (just so we wont end up failing or atleast close to getting a 0.0), final papers, etc..etc... a looot! and i dont even know where to start. see, that's the thing when vacation is fast approaching, i get all rattled. im junked with a lot of school work. and what sucks is, im used to having no final exams, and this term, i actually got two. two long, and difficult exams. im excited to go back to cebu. go out with my cousins, go to jamaican nights (weee), stay home, sleep late, wake up late din... eat... rest.. hay! i just want to get this over and done with. :(

i am a lasallian.
i am simple.
i live a simple life.
i watch tv a lot.
i dress simply.
i dont really buy my clothes.
i have mostly pink, brown, black and blue in my closet.
i have a flip fone.
i am a cebuana.
i am a HUGO.
i have relatives from misamis occidental, pampanga and iloilo.
i have a pretty little sister.
i have 3 amazing brothers.
i have wonderful parents.
i have a mom who's really religious.
i have a name that was drawn out from "dawn rosary".
i am misunderstood at times.
i am always mistaken as someone i am not.
i curse (occasionally haha).
i drink.
i go out at night.
i collect (what do i collect anyway?).
i read nicholas sparks'.
i have a chinita look.
i dont ask much.
i fear rejection.
i am a frustrated guitar player.
i love mangoes.
i love oranges.
i love bananas.
i love mangosteens.
i wear jeans most of the time.
i only have 1 pair of rubber shoes.
i have cute stuffed toys at home.
i enjoy hanging out with friends.
i am a good listener.
i am a frustrated singer.
i am not a morning person.
i hate studying (tamad lang hehe).
i have a soft spot for kids and poor old people.
i cry easily.
i am happy with simple things.
i watch basketball and volleyball.
i have a weak heart.
i have a secret blog.
i am stupid at times.
i have asthma ang migraine.
i have 2 accounts in friendster.
i have an account in myspace.
i have 5 accounts in multiply (haha).
i have 3 great bestfriends.
i have wonderful barkadas.
i want to be inlove.
i love life.
i love kids.
i love the videoke.
i love to sing.
i love blue.
i love black.
i love pink.
i love brown.
i love my family.
i love music.
i love my cousins krystal, kristine and april.
i love my friends.
i love slippers.
i love pooh.
i love to talk to God all the time.
i try to keep my faith strong.
i easily forgive and forget.
i surrender everything to my God.
i try to be positive at all times.
i love everything i have.
i love deeply.
i love GOD

-my friendster profile.hehe

"Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend.

Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change your own ways.

But, our biggest regrets are not for the things we did -- but, for the things we didn't do. Things we didn't say that could've save someone that we care about. Especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way."


-LUCAS SCOTT, OTH

"There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment, you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on path? Will others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be haunted by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or simply give up."

"There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment who will you be? Will you let down your defenses, and find solace in someone unexpected? Will you reach out? Will you face your greatest fear bravely? And move forward with faith. Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?"

-LUCAS SCOTT, OTH

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days."

"And, of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back."

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads."

"But, once in a while, people push onto something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone. And just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in."

"Or to give someone a second chance."

"Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream."

"Because, it's only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are."

"And, it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be."

"The person you want to be does exist; somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief. And, beyond the heartache and fear of what lies ahead."

-Lucas Scott, OTH

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."


-one tree hill

ONE TREE HILL


This show is just so amazing. Ive watched episodes of their season three and found it very interesting to watch so i decided to borrow season 1 and 2 dvd's and oh my gawd, i was hooked. and i mean hooked. you can even call it addiction. hehe ;p

i was amazed at how the script was done and the story, really hit me. shocks.

need i say more? just watch it. :-)